Should I get date and get married or train martial arts and live on a mountain?

I would suggest the high road but the thought of you living by yourself might overcome the insanity that would replace what male testosterone you still possess if you just find a woman that can eventually tolerate you. A woman will more than make up for the skills you are seeking to own as your own. She might be able to polish those weak male skills you lack to date. Think about it, as the lonesome road of looking for the promised land on a mountain top like Jeremiah Johnson (Robert Redford movie I recall) is a tough one to love. Only being you could be a solo desperate person to talk to ones self day to day might even make a loony bird out of you......